What a unique way to end the year

I am sick. Like 39°C fever sick. This is the first time in 2011 that I am sick. And I blame kayaking. I was almost able to get thorugh 2011 withour falling sick at all, but now, on the last day...:(

If you are even concerned, I am slightly better after having some medication that I was prescribed last year along with a 7-days MC. And I am not going to let this affect my New Year's Eve. Later I am going out to have seafood and hopefully countdown if I dont fall asleep.

Hope you are feeling better than I am and have a blast tonight! :D

P.S. Haha, 150th post. Which means that this year I wrote a total of 150 posts :)

The world is still rocking side to side

Kayaking today was...spine-chilling. Both from the cold and the nerves.

I really wonder how deep the water was.

Capsizing and rescuing is just so...urgh. I just completely lose concentration and my thoughts when I flip myself and the whole kayak over into the godknowshowdeep water. All I would be thinking of is to get myself the hell out of there.

I feel really tired and sick right now. Possibly because the ground is still swaying beneath me cause the waves were quite big and the wind was quite strong just now. I dont even feel like eating the potato chips I bought yesterday. If you know me well, you should probably know that I eat potato chips A LOT. I even have them as meals. CAUSE I FREAKING LOVE THEM. So me saying that I dont want to eat them is saying quite a lot. Somemore the one I have right now is my current favourite. The spicy one from NTUC.

Ohmygod what am I rambling on about? I dont even know.

To think that I have to this again tomorrow is so sian. I would be feeling so much better is I knew that it were over. Sadly, its not.

I am rambling again.

My head is so dizzy. @.@

I dont know why I just wrote the following

Shoe cabinet
Sofa
TV console
Computer table
Study table

My parents purchased all of that today. I was supposed to get a nice comfy chair but couldnt find any :( I want want one those really soft and nice and the right size. Cause theres a weird empty space beside my wardrobe and I want to fill it up. Coudlnt decide between a dressing table or a nice armchair. Actually, still cant decide. I really dont know. Hmm..maybe I can get both...

Anyways that is a lot of furniture to buy in 1 day. Something about good quality, big sale, new year, year end bonus, 13th month salary blah blah

Today we did quite a lot of travelling. From one end of Singapore to the other end. First we went to Tampines to look at some furniture shop my mom found online, then we went to ECP cause my mom's colleagues were there. Then we went to Yew Tee cause my aunt said they were having huge sale. Then we came back and did grocery shopping even tough we had already done so 2 days ago. Apparently we ran out of fruits. My parents are super fruit-crazy.

A bit more than 1 week of holidays left. Really ohmyshit.

No one can hide anything from us

Haha I have no idea who started the google doc, but my batch is so efficient. :) The school hasnt even realesed the info yet, but everyone already know their classes. I am in 315 with Natacha and Gillian. But no thirteeners :( The TripHist HCL class :D

I have been buying more stuff but, ITS CHRISTMAS! My dad gave me 13th month 'salary'. :D

Anyways,
MERRY CHRISTMAS

Only 2 more weeks of holidays left.

Info for next year is like coming out one by one really slowly.

First they confirmed our subject combis.(TripHist sounds really scary :()

Then now I know our nco combis. (YAY)

What I really want to know now is the classes.

Then the teachers.


Aish.

I like clothes. Problem?

ohoho blogshopping sure is fun.

I started last night (well, this morning considering it was 2am) and have already spent $33.

On 3 tank tops, 1 batwing shirt, 1 fringe top, 1 pair of shorts and a connector ring. :)



The 3 tank tops were...unexpected. They were priced at $7 dollars each, and I originally asked the owner to sell me 2 at $11. Then then then, guess what! She told me she would sell to me at $10, and I can pick out another tank top for free. :) HOHOHO some more all brand new and super cute leh.


Today was spent switching to the fro watching TBBT and blogshopping.


But I did study from 2am to 4am. Well, 'study'.

Who doesnt like clothes that are affordable and looks super good

You know what made my day today?

Buying clothes.

Especially clothes that are affordable and looks super good.

Heh, I bought a shirt from Joyce today and OMG, IT IS GORGEOUS.

I have no doubt that it will become one of my most-worntop.

:D

Oh, stop laughing.

I did something real stupid today.

I forgot thst ballet had been pushed forward.

No, you didnt see that wrong.

I FORGOT ENTIRELY THAT BALLET WAS AT 4.30 instead of 6.30.



And I have no idea how I suddenly remembered at 5.55 when I was putting on my stockings.


Anyways, I suppose even if I had remembered, I was at Clemti Mall at 4.30, having just travelled from Marina Barrage. And if I had not gone shoppping, I would have reached home at 4.30, which would still make me half an hour late. Alrighty, I have just convinced myself I could not have gone even if I had remembered.

See what I did there?


Well, at least I did remember in the end. I cant even imagine the horror if I hadnt. Urgh.

When clothes become a want

So right my house has three bedrooms, and we each sleep in a different room, mainly because our bedtimes and sleeping habits are super different.


My mom is the type who must have absolute silence and darkness when she sleeps (locked doors, closed windows with a tiny crack for air) and she likes to 早睡早起 . Say 11-7.



My dad is the type who can sleep under almost any condition, and he usually sleeps from 2-9.



I can only sleep soundly in my own bed. If I sleep anywhere else besides my own bed, there is a very huge tendency that I will wake up in the middle of the night for no apparent reason. Otherwise, I am a very sound and peaceful sleeper. Yeah, I rarely dream, and even more rarely have nightmares (I believe I havent had any this year, maybe 1 or 2 at most).

My bedtimes vary a lot. Schoolnights are usually 11. But preparing to sleep is the only time I can actually read my books, and I will end up sleeping only at 12. And the bloody alarm rings at 6. 6:10, to be exacct. That gives me a total of 10 minutes before my school bus arrives. Haha, pro right. I will jump out of bed, wash clean brush whatever in 5 minutes, put on uniform and comb hair in 4 minutes, leaving me 1 minute to travel 18 stories down the lift. I will tie my shoelaces in the lift, sleep during the bus ride, eat breakfast in school and that is my morning lifestyle.

Now that its the holidays, my usual sleeping time is after 2. Around 3. And I wake up at 10. Its not that many hours of sleep, because I have already caught up during the first couple of nights. Slept like pig from 12-10 for quite a few nights haha. So, I guess I am more nocturnal than diurnal?



Ah I luoliluoso for so long liao still havent got to the point.



So recently my parents switched rooms, and my mom bought a new big wardrobe. So now the old big wardrobe belongs to my dad, and he so shockingly few clothes given the number of clothes I own. So I managed to persuade him to give me half of his wardrobe space. :D I put all those that I rarely wear there, and of course I noticed a pattern. Long pants and fancy dresses and dresses with awkward lengths. Yeah.


Unsurprisinly, I have still been buying clothes. I guess I can do a comparison at the end of the holidays as to before and then after new year when I actually start clearing stuff out.






My new big bookcase is coming this weekend :) Super excited. It is so big it covers one whole wall. Lalala then I am gonna somehow ask for a new desk and maybe, if I am lucky, a vanity thingy. Hohoho then a new toilet and sink for my bathroom...





Ok, you know what. This post has no point.

Laugh Out Loud

HALO. Update: I have a new piano teacher.

Yeah.

Back to city life

WOOOOOOHHHHHHHOOOOOOOO

im back.

from vacation.

at the beach.



And im a bit more tanned.

Just slightly.

Except my legs are brown.

And my knees are black.




The sun there is crazy.

All I did was to lie.

And I sweated like crazy.

Felt like I had just run 5km.



They had Singapore tv channels.

Which I discovered had pretty decent stuff.

But they also had Cartoon Netowrk.

On which I watched 3 Barbie movies.




Wore shorts like crazy.

I brought all my super mini ones.

Paired with tank tops.

And bikinis.




Devoured no less than 7 packets.

Of tidbits.

Pizza, roti prata, spaghetti, fish and chips.

Everyday.





Now back to civilisation.

The first thing I did.

Was to dabao.

KFC.






I need a good bath.

With my own shampoo.

Cause my hair is screwed.

The worst I have ever seen it at.





I didnt mean for this post.

To seem poem-ish.

But oh well.

Here you are.




:)

Once a Rulangnite, always a Rulangnite

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Rulang I am so proud of you! And I am so proud of myself! For being a Rulangnite. heehee

Well, you have got to admit, Rulang is getting proer by the year.

Our batch had Katie, one of the top scorers.

The following batch broke the record for the number of 4A*s.

This year's batch broke 2 records. The whole class of 6R (my class! my class!) got A* for Maths and also *dum dum dum* TOP SINGAPORE SCORER! :D



Haha I can so imagine everyone rushing to the GO to submit their portfolios to transfer their child to Rulang...






WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Split jumps at the beach look cool

WAHAHAHA. I cannot swim 100m but can swim 50m. MMhmmm. And only gillian also cannot swim. NOOB SWIMMERS UNTIE!

I go to the pool not to swim but to sun and dance and fool around and wear nice swimming costumes. :) I think the most I have ever swum is 50X8m.

YAY ME IS GOING TO THE BEACH FOR VACATION SOON. lalala super excited. :D can get to wear all my cool tank tops and cool shorts and cool swimwear. Shhhh yes, that includes bikinis. Shhhh, lets keep it secret, okay? :p

I need to train up my abs in 4 days cause they have been slowly disappearing to the point I can only see them if I force them out. Not cool, so not cool. You have got to admit, flat stomachs look so much nicer than pot-bellies.

WALALALALA

one of the few people who really appreciates

The 3 songs below are the ones most frequently played in No.8 Pawnshop, and I just cannot get over them. They may not mean much to you, but they mean the world to me.

I am now sauper obsessed with this drama now. If you can;t already tell.

Sadly there aren't many avenues for me to obsess over it since it is really old.

I become obsessed with actors through their dramas, and not obsessed with dramas because of their actors. Thats why I love all the dramas I love. Cause there are always deeper meanings to them then just the actors.

I think there are few people who really really love 第八号当铺 . Of course I am one of them.

too bad age has caught on :(

Isnt he amazing. Even his acting. Super versatile and pro.

I couldnt stop staring at his face when he first appeared in No.8 Pawnshop. And now I am almost done watching the 116-episode series, I still cant get over hiss awesomeness.

The thing is, the drama was filmed 8 years ago. And truth to be told, he looks are so much better at 25 than at 33. But still.

Btw, his name is Remus Kam.

Thank you for my childhood and teenagehood. Hopefully my adulthood and elderhood too.

Okay, I am settled with my top 3 shows.

No.8 pawnshop.

Ugly Betty.

The Big Bang Theory.


They are the ones I can rewatch and rewatch and yet never get bored of.


I cant even express how stongly I feel about them.
ARGH. I AM FREAKING IN LOVE WITH THEM.

1. Do 50 hours of CIP (Not that hard, right? It is only a little bit more than 2 days)
My mom has convinced me to cancel all the cip I signed up for over the hlidays except for a few funner ones since I can now do cip for the plain fun of . :)

2. Visit every platoonmate's house (Me and zek wanted to do this last year)
No progress :( I realise I have only been to 2 out of 9 houses.

3. Go shopping at Bugis (I have been meaning to in like forever. And apparently the stuff there are cheap and good :))
DONE :) But its super crowded there and the stuff are quite average...

4. Eat lots of junk food (Maybe not too much. But I cant control myself)
Okay, where do I even start. How about this: macs last thursday, friday, saturday and yesterday. Potato chips monday and today. old chang kee today.

5. Exercise and stretch (It is super effective. Believe me)
mmm...not happening except for the usual ballet lessons. BUT I finally went swimming after like eons.

6. Run 3-4 times per week (No less, no more. While I want to keep fit, I dont want bulging muscles in my legs.)
Not happening too. In fact, I am feeling so guilty I shall go run for my first time in weeks after this.

7. Complete my compo notebooks that I started last year (Er they were supposed to be completed last year, so...)
Well, now I am supposed to be focused on science instead of compos.

8. Go out with friends and cousins (duh.)
Same old, same old.

9. Read all the books that I bought but have not read (They come up to a total of no less than 36)
Ah I am now super addicted to shopaholic. And I borrowed a bunch of books from the library cause its like all the good books are suddenly findable. I maxed out 3 libraby cards. Enough said.

10. Makeover my room (I am gonna get a new bookshelf, which means my whole room will have to be re-orientated)
So, I have sort of found the perfect bookshelf and desk at IKEA. Just need to wait for my parents to settle on a new sofa, rug, tv console and coffee table. Plus a compputer table. Still a long way to go...

11. Master basic make-up (Yes, master. Like its perfect the first time you put in on. Now, it looks okay sometimes but other times its just hideous)
I have just been playing around a lot and experimenting different styles.

12. Put in effort for presents for company chalet (Yuppies)
Currently there are no presents for me to put effort into.

Look to the right. See anything different?

More than a few people have been bugging for it. I have had my qualms, and I still do. So, I say, a trial period.

If you cant tell, I am posting for the sake of posting.

The first 2 days of holiday were spent in malls. Plaza Sing yesterday and Jurong Point today.

I have spent like 40 dollars.

Actually its not my fault kay. Yesterday we went for cmps meeting, talked for 3 hours straight at macs. Then I went shopping with Vivian. FINALLY SOMEONE I CAN SHOP WITH. FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS I HAVE BEEN DYING TO SHOP, BUT EVERY SINGLE PERSON I WENT OUT WITH HATED SHOPPING. Super happy when Vivian said that she was dying to shop too. :D

Today my dad took the day off, and he wanted to eat the ramen sold only in JP. So we went there for lunch. After lunch, I made him go home first so that I can shop in peace without him nagging about spending money and blah blah blah. But in the end, I didnt really buy anything, except for this super cute owl ring. Couldnt resist. Surprisingly, I didnt but that crop tee that was only 10 bucks. I guess I was a bit guily for having spent $30 ++ yesterday. -.-

Okay this is getting pathetic.

There are so many photos I wanna post, but now without photobooth, I have to take with my camera and upload it into the com. A bit the very troublesome leh.

Maybe when I finally get my lazy self to do it?

Ada sistem bunyi yang canggih

In Time and Tower Heist are both awesome movies. They are soooo much better than I expected. Really.

And they are the first and second time I am watching a PG13 movie. COOL RITE.



Now I am really bored at home. Last night, I was so bored I went to sleep. Like, I didnt go to sleep because I was tired, but because I had nothing to do.



Remember when I said I was going to do a lot of CIP over the holidays. Well, I signed up for 80+ hours, but it turns out, I can cancel all of them. Cause now I have 123 CIP hours already.


I am gonna go swimming.

I REALLY MISS 213.

Even more than 6R.

HEY BABES HAVE YOU MISSED ME

Yeah, so I returned my Mac. It has been like my closest friend this year, and I realise how much I have been depending and relying on it now that I dont have it anymore.

Nvm, my dad has promised a new laptop by the end of this year, most possibly an Apple. CAUSE ITS JUST SO FREAKING HARD TO USE WINDOWS AFTER APPLE. Yeah.

Now, my dad installed this new internet thingy, and somehow the cpu wasnt connected to it, so I have been surviving the past week on his laptop and Iphone and my phone. And apparently his I cant post on his laptop, so...

But all problems have been resolved now. Except that I dont like the feeling of using this cpu. Nope, not at all.

So, maybe not so many posts in the next 2 months?

Eh, I dunno lah.

Depends.

Four cheers and four cheers and four cheers for 213!

Have I mentioned,

I LOVE 213'11.


Seriously.

A freaking lot.

Last night was a good good night.

HAHA, WE OWNED DRAMA NITE.

We got 1st.

Yeah, as in winner.

Not unexpected, but still.

According to the judges, it was really obvious that we were going to be the winners.

Cause we had the best of everything.

See, what did I tell you.

Everyone was going crazy.

In a good way.

And people were coming to us congratulating us.

Even the teachers.

I was super hyper.

And glittery.

The toilet cubicle and my house is still glittery.

Oh wells, I sparkle.

No, not I sparkled. I sparkle.

WOOHOO

I still remember those days. We had so much fun

Just now I went to the petrol station to buy my breakfast, but while walking back, I changed my route suddenly, and instead of walking back to my flat and diving behind my book or computer, I went to sit down on one of those seats facing the playground.

Kindergarten kids were playing there, under their teachers' close supervision. A mother was playing badminton against her 2 kids, a woman was walking her dog and a grandmother was just walking around slowly, with the aid of her walking stick.

I saw myself at 6 years old, still new to the neighbourhood, playing at the playground every single night, making new friends that I would stick close to for the next couple of years.

At 8 years old, my friends and I were already a close group; we all went down to the playground without fail at 6.30pm every night, even though we had never agreed on it. We would have gotten bored of the playground already if alone, but with my friends, we managed to think of new things everytime.

At 10, we were climbing every pole we could climb, running around because we just could not walk, appearing at each other's house just for the plain fun of it, calling up each other more than 10 times a day just to talk about random things. We celebrated National Day together, playing with candles and sparkles.

However, during the PSLE year, we started to drift apart, too busy studying. Now, they have changed so much I dont even recognise them. I saw this boy on the bus once, and didnt even pay any attention to him until I saw his nametag. I was stunned by how much he had changed over the past 2 years. Like seriously, a lot.

Now, as I abruptly end this post, I am going off to wild wild wet to enjoy the rest of today with my current friends.

Toodles.

Opening the door to a big smile and a warm welcome

I really pity those who have to go home to empty houses everyday.

Both my parents are out shopping, and I returned home from ballet class before them. The house was so dark and quiet. And as I locked the door, I felt so lonely. I guess its because its dark, so I cannot really see properly, making the house look really empty. I mean, when I come home from school in the afternoon, I am actually happy that I have the whole house to myself for a while, either for a few hours or a few minutes.

I hate coming home to empty houses at night, thats why I always make an effort to go welcome my parents everyday when they reach home after a long day at work. I have never really regarded it as anything, but now that I think about it, how big a difference this small action can make.

LALALALALA.

Three cheers and three cheers and three cheers

LALALALALA.

Lets see,

MY GPA IMPROVED! :DDDD super happy kay. If I were to draw a graph, it would sloping upwards at the same gradient. No kidding, it has been improving band by band ever since sem 1 last year. Honestly speaking, I wasn't even sure it was even going to be a 3.6 after some rather abysmal results. Like chinese compo, it was an all-time low. 39/70. But I guess there were some that I deserve to be happy about. Like Geog, 24/25. This time round it was as if I was "fortune's fool". Those that I expected to do well in turned out to be a huge disappointment, while those that I have already given up hope on turned out to be a nice surprise.

I wasn't that sure about taking triphist anymore. My history didnt even hit a 4.0. But my Geog and Lit did. Surprisingly. But after much consultation and consideration, I have decided to stick with it :)

Oh and I have no idea where my Malay marks came from. I have been getting like 2.4 and 2.8 and 3.2 for the examinations, since I have definitely been slacking off it a lot, but somehow my GP still managed a 3.6. Not complaining though.

RA. Took the entrance tests for Math and Chinese yesterday. No comment.

A total of 4 people attended training on Thursday. And nope, I am not one of them. The rest, I leave you to conclude on your own.

WE GOT INTO DRAMANITE. :) AGAIN :D Yeah, I know, we are freaking awesome. And this year, we are gonna own everyone. Heehee. Guess what I do. Haha, the curtains open and I sit there for 10 seconds, keeping a straight face, and walk off. I think our play is the best so far, its the funniest, most understandable, has the best acting, and everything is just awesome. And we are gonna use dry ice. DRY ICE. To create this misty feeling. HAH. beat that.

As the flames wave and dance around

Haha,

I lighted one of the candles Zek gave me for my birthday.

Its so pretty :)

Forever having a special place in my heart

Oh no, Harry Potter is starting to slip away. And there is no way I am going to let that happen.

Yeah, I am gonna reread the first book for the umpteenth time :)

But these just make me sad

Dear Fred,
We came into this world together. We're supposed to leave together, Fred. Together.
George

Dear Fred,
You really don't know how much I miss you. I'm incomplete.
Love, George

Fred,
I know they said they have never left, so why can I not see you? When I talk to you, I can't hear you reply or laugh. Why?
George

Dear Fred,
These letters to you are making me cry.

Hey Fred,
Remember when we put or names in the Goblet of Fire? I wish that hadn't been the only time we saw each other old.
George

Dear Fred
Sometimes when I look in the mirror I talk to myself and pretend that you're back with me where you belong.
Love George

I remember right after watching the last film, I had already felt empty. But what really brought the tears coming was Fred's death....

Not winning doesnt mean we lost.

Honestly, I am rather disappointed.

And so are platoonmates.

And I am also pissed.

And so are platoonmates.

So, they cancelled practical section and based everything on the theory test. WTP. We may have been disqualified. Or maybe we were just stupid.

Like, since I was the one sitting nearest to the aisle, I was supposed to collect everyone's papers. But then I was still contemplating Q4 when they just started passing all their papers to me. So right, everyone's papers were with me already when I was changing my answer. And SOME FREAKING HOW, THIS MAM THOUGHT I WAS CHANGING THEIR ANSWERS FOR THEM. SHE FREAKING STOPPED ME WHILE I WAS GOING TO PASS UP THE PAPERS, AND SAID IN THIS SUPER MEAN AND SUPER FIERCE VOICE "WHY WERE YOU CHANGING THEIR ANSWERS?" IN MY HEAD, I WAS TOTALLY LIKE, OMG WTP. OBVIOUSLY I TOLD HER THE TRUTH, BUT SHE JUST STARED AT US THE WHOLE TIME UNTIL WE LEFT THE ROOM.SHE WAS SUPER SCARY KAY.

It would be super unfair if that really were the reason. :(

On a brighter note, sec 3s hugged us :)

turning into people with multiple personalities

Wahaha, today was an interesting day :)

I shall not go into detail about my results, just that I have been very much surprised, in both good and bad ways. Ah, maybe they shall be revealed soon...

There was orienteering training at Bishan Park at 4. And I was supposed to have a CmPS meeting at 2.30. Then, her meeting got extended and she wanted to reschedule till tomorrow. Well, too bad. Both me and Zek cannot make it. :p

sososososo, a while after tmy left, I was just hanging around class trying to memorise orienteering notes. Thenthenthen, I heard this super familiar voice. And I looked to the door and saw this super familiar hair. GUESS WHO. It was encik mimi. And she was standing at the door. Then she came in and asked me "Do you take tuition?", in this really informal way. I didnt even remember to greet, cause like come one, who freaking greets in their classroom. Hehe, they wanted to interview Vivian but didnt in the end. Encik was totally pointing at me and telling her friends "She is my junior" and pointing at V and saying "She is not my junior". Haha, Michelle was laughing her teeth off.

Alrighty, Bishan Park. Hehe, Steph and I took taxi there :) Then we took quite a while to find other platoon mates, and Bern heard sec threes' wrongly, and we totally went to the wrong place. So we had to walk from ang mo kio mrt station all the way to bishan. Orienteering prac was, uh, more like treasure hunt. Then it started raining. I shared a umbrella with 2sg Yun Shan. For like 10 seconds. And obviously I was the one holding the umbrella, cause, ahem, she is a bit short. :p

The talk crap session was really funny. Sec threes sat on staircase steps, and we sat on landing at the bottom.

2sg Xin Yu: Oh no, they are going to see my underwear.

2sg Louise: They are just going to see my PE shorts. Hahah.

Advice given by them:

1. Dont take area studies

2. Its easier to get into RA with GPA lower than 3.6 than with subject GP lower than 4.0.

3. Just 'beg' your teachers.

4. Once you get to the selection test they are not going to look at your results.

5. (2sg louise) Chem RA!

6. (2sg xin yu) Math RA!

7. (all) History!

8. History is more interesting the geog in upper sec.

9. (2sg yun shan) Don't take lit.

Oh and interesting fact: Bio RA = BRA

ISNT IT FUNNY. Apparently I was the only one in the platoon who was greatly amused at this.

(2sg geyu tries to kick 2sg yun shan who is sitting a step lower than her)

2sg geyu: OMG I just flashed!

(buries face in hands)

2sg louise: No one would have noticed if you had not pointed in out. (goes on about another incident)

Their jokes are so...lame. But...ours are no better.

That feeling when you so afraid of something that you just completely block it out.

Im talking about science. I have been refusing to think about it.

But everytime I hear snippets of conversations or glance at fb posts about it, the sinking feeling just gets worse.

Tmr, it will probably plunge the deepest.

Ah, at least it will soon be over, and I continue being a happy girl :)

Turning into a shopaholic without even realising it

I counted:

20 skirts

24 dresses

88 tops

20 shorts

10 pants

Wait, do I seriously have 88 tops? I estimated 50... Let me count agian.

Woah, now its 94.

Hmmmm.....

SOUPerbians

Today was one of the finest days I have had in the past few weeks. Except for one hitch.

So, morning was OBS check-up. It was lame. Height and weight (I dont believe I shrunk). Then the person listened to my heartbeat for like a grand total of 3 second, ticked the 'fit' box, signed his name and chopped a chop.mYeah.

Min Yi was trying to convince me to not go for class outing. And wait in school with her until we go to khatib at 3.30 for orienteering. Yeah, but checkup ended before 11.30, so if I went for class outing, I could spend 2 hours there, like maybe grab a lunch and cycle for a while.

Except it didnt turn out like this.

So we got sort of lost after getting down the bus. And we ran through this creepy underground passage screaming and other people making noises and all the sounds were echoing and everything. Plus, there was this giant hole in the ceiling in the middle and Nicole saw that and totally started screaming and running like mad.

So ECP has like areas A-F. We entered at area D, and idk why, but walked to area E. The food place there was something like kopitiam, and it didnt look very nice. Then we wasted A LOT of time standing around and doing random things and trying to think of what to do, cause apparently, Macs was at the other end. After like half an hour, we finally all went to rent bikes. Me and Vivian shared a double bike :) Cause she didnt know how to cycle. At first they wanted to give us this huge one, but it was so super big that only the tips of my toes could reach the ground and I didnt feel safe riding it at all. So we got this smaller one. Except it was a bit too small for V. She was a bit awkward, but we still went with it anyways.

Then, hohoho, guess what. Yep, we went in the wrong direction. After cycling for 15 mins, we were at area F. Uh-huh. Macs was at area C. So guess how long we took to reach there. Yep, 1 hour. Haha, everyone was rather tired at that point and it felt like we had just run a marathon. Cause you know, not only did it not rain, but the sun was freaking hot and there was no shade along the way at all. I wonder if anyone DIDNT get tanned. People were either red, or pale. And black. At that point, it was already 2.15. I had planned to leave at 2.45, but we still had to cycle all the way back to return the bikes, and obviously I was going to be super late. I wasnt really thinking cause I was so hungry and tired and thirsty, that I just sat down and enjoyed my meal :) It was around 3pm when we started cycling back, and then it hit me. Oh no, I am not gonna make it in time. And even if I reach there, I wouldnt be able to run cause I would probably just faint half way. So, I got V to call Zek cause she could totally just sit at the back and take her hands off the handle and her feet off the pedals. Yeah, we sort of took turns pedalling, like I would take my feet off and she pedal for a while, then my turn. But V's feet kept falling off. And our bike was really slow. Like everyone was overtaking us. Haha, then we both cycled super fast until we lost control of the pedal and just whooshed along the road. :D

Afterwards, basically just fooling around the beach and playing random things. :) 4 people freaking dived into the sea. Audrey, Janelle, Myrth and Bem. I was just running around trying to avoid getting splashed cause I didnt bring change of clothes and couldnt afford to get wet. But, obviously I still did. And there was sand in the back of my shirt. So, guess what I did. I moved both my arms inside my shirt, and tried to get the sand off. Haha, must have looked rather amusing. Oh, in the end, I changed back into my PE shirt and shorts. And Michelle said that I had to wear culottes.

Cynthia sent me home. Well, not home, to Clementi. :) I met my mom there and we went for a sushi + ramen dinner and shopping.

I really really enjoyed myself today. And I declare :

I LOVE 213'11.

And, yeah, if you want photos, go look at FB.

Every year I want an enriching holiday, but it never happens. But this year it will.

1. Do 50 hours of CIP (Not that hard, right? It is only a little bit more than 2 days)

2. Visit every platoonmate's house (Me and zek wanted to do this last year)

3. Go shopping at Bugis (I have been meaning to in like forever. And apparently the stuff there are cheap and good :))

4. Eat lots of junk food (Maybe not too much. But I cant control myself)

5. Exercise and stretch (It is super effective. Believe me)

6. Run 3-4 times per week (No less, no more. While I want to keep fit, I dont want bulging muscles in my legs.)

7. Complete my compo notebooks that I started last year (Er they were supposed to be completed last year, so...)

8. Go out with friends and cousins (duh.)

9. Read all the books that I bought but have not read (They come up to a total of no less than 36)

10. Makeover my room (I am gonna get a new bookshelf, which means my whole room will have to be re-orientated)

11. Master basic make-up (Yes, master. Like its perfect the first time you put in on. Now, it looks okay sometimes but other times its just hideous)

12. Put in effort for presents for company chalet (Yuppies)

EYAS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER! Yeah baby.

:D

Today 2sg Yun Shan commanded during morning assembly. And apparently, she came to school just to command. Er, a bit the weird leh. Like instead of Genevieve, it was Ashlynna, and the conductor was also a sec 4. Why the commander a sec 3 huh?

Orienteering training cancelled cause of the bad weather. haha, we were going to run 15 km. 15 freaking km! I can barely run 5km, and they want us to run 15 km! Wearing this hideous outfit. OMG dont even get me started on the attire. Well, too late. GUESS WHAT WE ARE SUPPOSED TO WEAR. T-SHIRT IS NORMAL. YES. BUT THATS ABOUT WHERE THE NORMALITY STOPS. TRACK PANTS. WHOA. I MEAN OK LAH, WE HAVE HAD TO WEAR THEM ON SEVERAL OCCASIONS. THEN COMBAT BOOTS. CAN YOU EVEN IMAGINE THAT. OMG. I know this is to prepare for competition, but still. At least something that I can bear to show my face with? Yeah, I want to look normal. Nevermind, I shall go running on my own later. Wearing normal running clothes. Like shirt shorts and running shoes. But I am looking forward to orienteering course tomorrow, cuz its fun fun fun. :)

Certain people may not be able to comprehend the post below

Ok, I just read something and find it really amusing.

Seriously?

Ok, that must have been really embarrassing.

OMG I CANNOT BELIEVE YOU DID THAT. Really that desperate?

I wish I could say here what I read, but...

Today we celebrate the day a group of 10 awesome people were brought together

YAY. Platoon birthday! Haha, looks like we are going to be celebrating at Bukit Timah Nature Reserve.

Today, I reached home the time I woke up yesterday.

I have yet to start on my Malay revision.

I am actually not jealous of those who are done with their exams. Hmm, I thought I would be. If I were the other party, I would be gloating like mad.

I see Malay as my last chance to pull up my grades. THEN WHY AM I NOT STUDYING FOR IT?

Now that I have finished watching Ugly Betty for like the 5th time, I am watching The Big Bang Theory for like the 5th time. I started watching the new episodes yesterday, then couldnt resist going back to watch the older episodes. Awwww.

Here I am slacking at home with Malay exam as my reason for not going for Orienteering training. I SHOULD BE USING THIS TIME FOR MALAY.

I am looking forward to P-EYA. Have got tons of activities coming up.

LALALALALA

I transferred my LJ here :)

STAY HAPPY. STAY SMART. STAY MICHELLE.

HI MICHELLE.

EYAS HAVE BROUGHT US CLOSER.

I AM NOW TALLER THAN YOU.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

I WILL MISS BEING YOUR CLASSMATE.

I WILL WEAR RGS SOCKS ON MONDAY.

I WILL, HOWEVER, NOT LENGTHEN MY PINAFORE.

YOU ARE SMART AND YOU KNOW IT.

APPLY FOR RA. ALL THE TEACHERS LOVE YOU.

ENJOY BEING 14 YEARS OLD.

IT WILL BE OVER BEFORE YOU KNOW IT.

STAY HAPPY. STAY SMART. STAY MICHELLE.

I want more nice clothes in my wardrobe

thepowerof9

I think i am crazy over SNSD now.

Aish, they are good.

But no, they are not going to become my new desktop picture.

Haha, I have a poster of them in my room :)

"Part As are going crazy" "Yeah, can tell"

We were singing Janelle her birthday song, then while dragging her name I heard people at the back joining in, and also cheering at the end of the song. And guess who these people were. Yeah, you guessed it.

But Michelle didnt hear their greeting :( I was trying to cheer her up after a super depressing science paper, so I was telling her to look out for people greeting me. And since they are greeting sec two, so...Michelle is sec two! But she didnt hear it! Haha, in the end Audrey cheered her up. :)

I WANT CLASS OUTING AT WILD WILD WET. <3 <3 <3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANELLE. REMAIN AWESOME KAY.

bleh

Oh man, I really want to stop piano lessons. My mum has allowed me to stop lessons with this teacher, but she wants me to carry on with another teacher. I really dont want to.

I am totally not the musical type. I dread piano lessons, cant sing to save my life and only want music for entertainment and dancing.

My mom's reason is that she already bought that piano and I was the one who wanted to start learning in the first place. But, I seriously have no interest. It will just be a total waste of time and money. My mom seems to have this idea that I can somehow be this part-time piano teacher next time. THAT IS SO NOT GONNA HAPPEN. Why the hell would I want to torture myself like that? And she also seems to think that I will be giving up something that I have already spent so much time on. But I only started learning 3 years ago, which is a rather short time compared to others who have been learning for like what, 10 years? AND IT WOULD BE A EVEN BIGGER WASTE OF TIME IF I SPENT MORE TIME ON IT.

I used to think that being able to play the piano would be so cool and I would be able to vent my anger and frustration on the piano. But that was before I started to like dance. Now I have ballet and kpop, and would soooo rather spend my time on that that being stuck in front of this instrument. When I am sad, angry, pissed, emo, wtv, what do I do? I stretch. I dance. I learn kpop. I stand on toes. I pirouette until I am dizzy. When do I play the piano? When I am forced to.

stopping lessons doesnt mean I will stop playing the piano. Sometimes, it is nice to play your favourite song or just play random things. But lessons just make everything so BORING.

Gah.

Blogging allows me to concentrate better

Yep, the title is totally true. For me at least. I guess its because I am getting all my jumbled thoughts straightened out and spilling them out to this machine.

I cannot freaking concentrate on Geog now. I know the facts, just that I dont know them at my fingertips. Like, I can regurgitate everything without sneaking peeks at my notes.

Throat was really scratchy in the afternoon. Lol, probably my own fault though. Ate like 2 packs of potato chips plus ice-cream. Relieve stress.

Just don't fall sick can already. OMG last year's EYA was a horrible horrible experience. Cause I was sick.

I dont remember how or when i got sick, but it really terrible. For History, I was just shivering in my seat, with this thin jacket snugly zipped and everything. I was even hugging my knees. I just had enough energy to hold up the pen and write, but my thoughts were really messed up. Like I would read the question several times without comprehending it, then force myself to concentrate, but the words would just become all blurry. Hell, I dont even know how I managed to pass that paper.

The night before Chemistry, I was burning up a lot. I was reading my notes on my bed at like 8pm, drinking cold vitagen to try to bring my temp down. I actually fell asleep in the middle of trying to memorise acids and stuff. But I woke up like 10 mins later and dragged myself out of bed. I was really scared for Chem, plus the Malay paper after that.

During Chem, I brought this thick jacket plus a shawl, and just wrapped myself up. Haha, it must been rather comical, come to think of it. I barely survived the paper, and sort of blurrily did my Malay. I guess I was motivated by the fact that it was the last paper. Then, with like no energy left, I cabbed home and crashed on my bed for 4 hours.

In the end, I still went for NCO's outing that night. Cause I really didnt want to miss it. :)

Exams cannot stop your life from going on

Writing a diary manually is tiring. Thats why I prefer blogging. But that are some things that are only meant for my eyes, and the Internet is a dangerous place. My hand hurts from writing so much. Not a smart idea, since Chinese comprehension tomorrow is going to be a super lot of writing at a fast pace.

I gor 2 instant win Big Mac. YAY. :)

Should I cut my hair? I really want long hair, but if I don't cut now, I will have to wait at least one year. Or should I just cut my bangs/fringe. They started out to be this really nice fringe, then my mom thought it was too long so it became short ugly bangs. Then nicer long bangs. Then 'illegal', so I swept them to the side, turning them to a fringe. But if you let them loose, they are still straight bangs, except that they touch my chin. So...

Michelle Lim messaged me to tell me to wear 'professional socks'......

Oh dear I dont have the energy to run anymore now that ballet is so tiring and my brain is being used more. I think I am going to suffer during training for orienteering. :(

Should I learn piano for the sake of exams or for the sake of playing? I dunno. Its like, if I want to take the exams faster, than I can take grade 7 next year. If I want to build up my skills, then Grade 7 the following year. Mom wants to finish grade 8 in sec 4, teacher wants to build foundation. so its my choice. how.

I have this earring stand full with nice pretty glittery earrings. I have no earholes. How awesome. Been begging my mom to let me pierce. Maybe I will try my luck again this holidays.

Ah, it is possible to love something that tortures you

As we look back, we realise how long a journey we have come

Today was the last day of lesson of 2011. I am actually rather saddened by it. Admittedly, I like this year's teachers more than last years', so maybe thats why I think I will miss them a lot more.

Tanglaoshi

Ms Chan

Ms Kum

Ms Tan

Ms Wong

Ms Lee

Ms Kamsir

Woah, all 'ms'es. Never realised that.

Today, Ms Tan made use of her final chance to convince us to like science. I was actually convinced. Even though Ms Tan has appeared to be really scary to me, she is a really passionate teacher. On a side note, I am having a hard time imagining her in red and white blood splatter leggings. -.-

Ms Wong came into class with STICH! Haha, the class went crazy over it. I will really miss Ms Wong and her funny antics in class and her super cute drawings :(.

Ms Chan was her usual self. Dressed in her own style that she pulls off so perfectly. Greeting us in her special way. Answering each and every one of our questions. But something was wrong with my hearing when she started talking about this 'condom ad'. I heard it as 'cotton pad' and was unable to comprehend why the class had that weird expression until she wrote 'durex'. Then I was all like 'oh. OH.' I personally find it rather amusing. Sometimes, I talk to Ms Chan more of as a friend than a teacher, and that is not something that happens commonly. I have thoroughly enjoyed lessons with Ms Chan.

Math was nothing much. Just trying to rush finish going through past year paper. But Ms Kum came in with her usual 'RAWR'. :) And apparently I have the 'magic touch' of the projector screen. Other classes dont really like Ms Kum, saying that she is PMSy and biased to our class. And maybe thats why, but I think she is really nice to our class and very approachable.

Then Ms Kamsir came in after school ended for some extra stuff. She is so warm towards us. :) And no Ms Kamsir, we do not think that the wedding night was an important event because thats when Romeo and Juliet consummate their marriage, or to put it in her words 'when R&J get together'; we just think marriage is important. :p

Ms Lee and her attempts at joke in class are lame yet amusing. She has her own style of dressing too, with a tendency to match her accessories to her outfit. Which, I have to say, works rather well for her. I didnt like her last year as my RSP teacher, but throughout this year with her and being History rep, I think I have grown to like history because of her :)

Tanglaoshi! Well well well. Motherly. Best word to describe her. I think she makes a good PSB and CLE and form teacher. But as a Chinese teacher she can be more on task. Yep. CLE has been enriching with Tanglaoshi. She teaches sex ed rather well, but her mindset is more, um, of an older generation. SL has been fun too :) Even though part of the class complains about her, I will miss her.

Oh dear, here I am missing my teachers when exams start tomorrow.

I just hope to get as nice teachers next year :)

Totally unexpected mixture = AWESOMENESS

I really think our CMPS group is super cool. We found out TODAY that RS REPORT WAS DUE TODAY. We were all like WHAT THE HELL, SHIT LAH, WE ARE SCREWED, OMG and stuff. we didnt go down for recess and lunch, I just went down to get everyone food and we sat at the back eating. WE HAD NO CHOICE. Well, guess what, it turned out to be a page more than the limit. HAH.

We are always last-minute rushing and stuff, but we TOTALLY ROCK :D

P: We rock

E: We got into qualifying finals

E: Even though we only finished everything on the day it was due

L: WE ROCK.

Haha, PEEL. Yeah.

*poke**poke* OMG she has abs *poke**poke*

So RS briefing ended 45mins early. I would have gone hm, but I was waiting for my mom. So, obviously we started fooling around. Well, Zek and Zhangxuan were guai and finishing the report. As for vivian joyce and me, um well, haha.

Vivian was going around measuring waist size with bem's tiny belt. But its super inaccurate, she pulled super hard to make it smaller than when its natural. That how I got 22. THAT WOULD BE SO COOL IF IT WERE MY REAL SIZE.

Legs, abs, waist, boobs. Freestyle, ballet, Kpop. Well, you get the gist.

Have I been restricting myself from looking past the surface?

I have never actually realised how nice my piano teacher is. Sure, she may be a bit weird like fussy and stuff, but she is actually nice.

Ok, I know this totally contradicts all my previous posts about her. But its either she changed, or I changed. Or maybe both of us.

I think I owe her the respect she deserves.

Shall try to be nicer and more positive and actually look forward to piano lessons the way I look forward to ballet lessons. Well, that may be hard to achieve. But I shall try :)

And i thought it was another FB post about a touching story

A mother passing by her daughter's bedroom was astonished to see the bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then she saw an envelope propped up prominently on the center of the bed. It was addressed, "Mom." With the worst premonition, she opened the envelope and read the letter with trembling hands: Dear Mom: It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new boyfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Dad and you. I've been finding real passion with bob and he is so nice-even with all his piercings, tattoos, beard, and his motorcycle clothes. But it's not only the passion Mom, I'm pregnant and bob said that we will be very happy. He already owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. He wants to have many more children with me and that's now one of my dreams too. bob taught me that marijuana doesn't really hurt anyone and we'll be growing it for us and trading it with his friends for all the cocaine and ecstasy we want. In the meantime, we'll pray that science will find a cure for AIDS so bob can get better; he sure deserves it!! Don't worry Mom, I'm 15 years old now and I know how to take care of myself. Someday I'm sure we'll be back to visit so you can get to know your grand children. Your daughter, Jessy... PS: Mom, none of the above is true. I'm over at the neighbor's house. I just wanted to remind you that there are worse things in life than my report card that's in my desk center drawer. I love you! Call when it is safe for me to come home...."

He is still as hot as boiling water

I am not crazy about Daniel Radcliffe anymore, but that doesnt me he isnt hawt. Aww, he shall still remain as my desktop background, no matter what others say.

I dont know what I am crazy about now? KPOP? No, that was only SNSD. And only because I watched their Horror Movie Factory thinggum and they felt more real to me. :)

I guess I get crazy over stuff easily. Like a few days ago I started watching Sandra Bullock, all because of one funny interview. But, totally over that now.

And on Saturday I was crazy over ballet. Like I was reading while stretching my splits, watching tv with my toes pointed under the sofa or in a scorpion position, walking around en pointe. Haha, so weird. But that was because Ms Kee did warm-ups with us on Friday and I could feel everything opening up. Like, usually we only do our own warm-ups and of course we dont do that much. But sometimes when the teacher stretches with us, I SERIOUSLY FEEL THE PAIN.

Well. I guess I shall be crazy over random things randomly. My dearest scorpion position, please cooperate while I try to perfect you. Thank you very much.

My way of feeling taller than you really are

I want more pictures on my blog!

Thats when I first got my pointe shoes. Like my FIRST TIME EN POINTE! The shoes look so new. And bare. And you can tell I was inexperienced.

I should take a recent photo for comparison. Heehee.

turning a video into a blog post

Haha, there are people on Youtube doing OOTD, otherwise known as Outfit Of The Day. I dont have time for videos, but photos take less than a minute. Yay.

Owl necklace - $5 Talisman

White bracelet - Gift

Layer tank top - $5 Cotton on

Shorts - $15 Pepper plus

This is my style. If you dont like it, too bad.

AUDREY, GET WELL SOON.

this morning, zek told me someone had an accident and was hospitalised. From the way she and jiamin were discussing it, i could tell it was someone from our class and I totally started freaking out inside. I tried to see who was absent, but then it was raining so a number of ppl were late. Everyone started coming in. Everyone except Audrey. It wasnt that hard to put the pieces together. I was already freaking out a bit, then shirley told me after math that audrey would not be coming for the rest of the week, then I started freaking out more. well my freaking out ended when jiamin and shirley told the class that audrey was alright, and tanglaoshi also told us that she might be discharged soon. PHEW.

Well, I can see she has somewhat recovered from her fb and blog. Back to being her ego self. :p

And TROLOLOLOLOL. Audrey, you look funny in last year's class photo. HAHA, you actually look GUAI.

There are times when you hate the people you love

Why do I always turn out to be the bad guy?

Can't you see that there are reasons behind what I do?

Have you ever stopped for a moment to think why I do the things I do?

No, because you just assume I am the bad guy. And I cant even try to prove that I'm not, because your mind has been set already that I am the bad guy.

What a great way to end the day

When you are recognized by someone you have not met 5 years

Yesterday ended school on time. No cca! It was like super early for a Monday. I knew I wouldnt be very productive if I went home, so I didnt go home. I went to the STUDY ROOM! Bought fries and ice-cream and sat myself down at a table. blah blah did work blah blah.

And OMG, I saw my ex-classmates! Like ex-ex classmates. From Keming. Almond, Keryn and one of thier friends. Haha I didnt even see them at first then A. whispered my name loudly and I turned around. They started waving like mad and it took me a rather long moment before comprehension dawned and I waved back.

Yesterday was a happy happy day :)

Another 0.5kg GONE! :D

Cuase we girls are awesome like that

So someone posted on Facebook that OBS was 9-13 Jan 2012, and another person commented to start calculating period dates.

LOL.

But still its true.

Imagine the suayness of it all. Not so bad if you are already having it, but super bad if it comes like on the 1st day of OBS.

Okay, let me calculate. If its regular, its usually the end of a month. Just dont give me another one like May 2011. It came during the first 5 days, stopped for a week, and then came again for 8 days. That was one crazy month, like 3rd factor for half a month. -.-

I dont know whether to look forward to OBS.

That momentary pause in the air when you leap

There were only 9 people in the Friday ballet class. And somemore it was the big studio. :) I like the big studio better than the small studio. yay. But now I have no more feelings for pointe. :(

And xinyun not coming for next 3 saturday lessons :(

miss e. is a good back cracker.

pirouettes still depend on luck. Sometime can sometime cannot.

miss e. is really skinny.

i like dancing freely to music.

"Dont tell them we failed. Tell them we decided to take a break from success"

OMG, the school counselor is super good. She says what she wants to say, but no in that annoying blunt way.

And she is totally unafraid to talk about herself. She was just like “I am in a good mood, because I am not PMSing.”

Oh, and apparently you are your true self when you PMS. So, our true self is bitchy and emotional at the same time? Okay….

I don’t think I PMS. But then again, many people who PMS think that they don’t. I mean like, I never know when 3^rd factor is coming because I don’t PMS. At least, I think I don’t.

And sometimes I truly believe than men PMS more than women. Like, ahem ahem, some teachers. Haha, I think the problem is less of PMS than menopause with, ahem ahem, some other teachers.

Okay, this is getting really off topic. I started with the counselor, then somehow got to menopause. Enough.

I think we admire others’ beauty too much to have time to admire ourselves. In primary school, I envied those girls with the pretty long hair and nice figures. I just thought of myself as someone super ordinary. Okay, this may sound ego, but I never realized that I have nice legs. I didn’t even know they were nice until Audrey pointed it out last year and I took a good look at it and realized that they were not bad after all. I mean, I have had some pretty good recognition fro my legs, quoting Shu “They are the best I have ever seen”. Okay lah, that may be an exaggeration, but still. And it doesn’t hurt that I have grown about 10cm since last year.

There are some people who complain that I like to show off my legs. But I don’t think its showing off. Its playing to the strong points of myself. I mean, since they can look good in shorts, miniskirts, and skinny jeans, then why not? I don’t know how long they can remain in shape, so I might as well take this chance and make myself feel good right? And I don’t mean that king of making yourself feel good by making others feel bad, its more of making yourself feel good about yourself. If you get what I mean.

Admire yourself. Treasure yourself. Love yourself.

OMG I just said 'hey' to him

Waka waka

Whooopeedoopeedoo. lalalalalala.

went down for a run. ran like super fast. Ok, not super fast lah. But faster than usual. Lost 1kg!

WAKAKAKAKAKAKA.

:DDDDD

So, I've planned out my meals for tomorrow.

Breakfast: Leftover dinner. I couldnt finish it just now because i was too disgusted by my weight. Or maybe cereal.

Recess: fruit. maybe sushi if i am hungry.

Lunch: Normal. Rice plus something. preferably healthier though.

Dinner: Depends.But I shall try to eat less than usual. Fruits.

and i will drink more water :)

And exercise.

Morning jog. TKD. Run downstairs if I am not tired from TKD. Or I can just dance at home. Not like those prancing around type of dance, but like dance dance. Super tiring one kay.

Feeling like a plastic bag, drifting through the air

Ok, the title is really ironic. Drifting through the air, huh? Well, I tell you what. How about thinking about that only after you shed some weight?

ARGHHHH. Major major weight gain. I've never gained so much weight in such a short amount of time. GAHHHH. I even though the scale spoilt at first.

Must lose weight.

Target: lose 1kg by nxt wk. 3kg by end of month.

I seriously freak myself out.

I dont want to be fat. But its not in my genes to be skinny. :(

No offence against fat people, but I feel better when I am skinnier. And I also look better. And I have a wider range of clothes.

Seriously, people should consider their body type and size before wearing clothes. It disgusts me to see wobbly fat thighs under short shorts and bouncy stomach fat loose everywhere.

And while we are on this topic, let me continue.

Guys, whats the point of wearing jeans when they are barely hanging off your hips and your boxers are on display to everywhere.

Girls, it doesnt hurt to wear shorts under skirts. Trust me, its better that way. And is a bra really that hard to wear?

He is offline

Continuing to pretend work doesnt exist

Okay I totally just started liking Daniel Radcliffe again. Hes super duper interesting kay. Or it may just because he has too many scandals.

Whatever lah.

His interviews are totally funny and there are some rather sick ones. LOL. Hes like one of the sickest out of the younger Harry Potter cast. Like, I dont really care about the older generation. Of course, except of Alan. I would think next in line is Tom Felton, but the gap between Dan and Tom would be super huge. No, wait. Tom is sick. Dan is honest. Yup.

Tom talks about those dirty pickup lines. Dan talks about his sex scene and being naked on stage. See the difference?

Ok, the previous Dan obsession was like one month ago and it lasted like a week or 2. Since I practically watched and read every of his interview the other time, I shall expect this time round's obsession to last 1 week only.

Still, hes hot. H-A-W-T. totally hot.

when life gives you spicy potato chips

i really want to chat with him. But I dont have the courage to do so. It just seems so hard to say 'hi' to him, even on fb.

And to think that we used to talk about super personal things that I didnt even talk about with my girl friends.

I seriously dont know where this is going and I also dont know how I want it to turn out. zenmeban :(

Awkward moments when you smile to yourself in the middle of lessons

Sec 3s should stop jumping to conclusions and think about what they say before they say it.

Orietnteering is fun :D I am gonna be the compass holder person. Yay :DDD HAHA I totally didn’t know what to do with the compass at first, but then I like it now. Looking forward to the next course. :)

And out temps ncos are super super funny. The way Coporal Geyu speaks is rather amusing, Its like a bit whiny but still cute. Oh, and she has her polluted mind and she polluted CPL Louise’s mind. Haha, CPL Louise was telling CPL Geyu something and then she was totally like “OH MY GOSH! WHERE YOU LOOKING ONE? NOW YOU TOTALLY POLLUTED MY MIND! SOMEMORE JUNIORS LEH!” bwahahahahah. In the end, they were talking about our shirts being too low under our no.4. Totally not our fault lah, it’s the way the shirts were made.

ok, this is totally not my blogging style. But, wtv. Ta.

I HAVE TROUBLE FALLING ASLEEP LAST NIGHT AFTER TOO MUCH SLEEP DURING THE HOLIDAYS. joy

We are not scared of heights, just scared of falling

Hehe spent the weekend at marina bay sands with cousins. Yep, like we booked a room and slept overnight. Sorta funny actually, and when checking out the guy totally asked us where our next destination was :p

Swimming on the 57th floor and watching hot guys and girls, posing as a 16-year old to use the jacuzzi thinggum, walking around the rooftop garden place in 3-inch stilettos, driving out to get macs, taking advantage of the free apples. Basically having fun and relaxing.

It was like Star Cruise all over again. In a good way :)

the awkwardness of it all

OMG I miss Rulang so much. I didnt even know I missed it so much until yesterday. I WANT MY PRIMARY SCHOOL LIFE BACK! AND MY TEACHERS! AND MY CLASSMATES!

Those awkward moments

When you are discussing whether a teacher is pregnant

When a guy overhears your discussion

When that guy goes up to that teacher and asks her in the face

When she isnt pregnant

When you realise the guys who used to be shorter than you are towering over you.

When you realise there are still guys who didnt seem to grow at all

When you realise this group of socially-awkward guys are all in chinese drama

When you hear the guys' voices

When you are asked what cca you are in and people dont believe your answer

When your friend is giving a teacher presents but you have nothing to give

When you come face to face with a guy you havent spoken to in 2 years

When you realise you used to speak to that guy over the phone for hours at a time

When you realise that guy used to ask you whether his voice had broken

When you realise that guy used to talk to you about menstruation

When you meet a teacher you disliked at the traffic light alone

When a guy you havent seen in 2 years tells you he used to have a crush on you

When a guy asks you for your phone number

Shit

So if you saw my previous post, there was a large chunk about ICT Enrichment Courses. And I would like to apologise for that. I am very sorry. It was my fault. I read that excel thinggum wrongly and was only enlightened by Zek Min just now. I am in the first week of June holidays class, which suits me perfectly fine. Thank you ICT department (puts on sweet smile).

Crap

*WARNING: Huge chunks of ranting. Read at your own risk.

So here I am sitting on the computer chair with my body aching and cramping everywhere from ballet just now. And wondering who the BLOODY hell assigned ICT lessons. IT IS IN FREAKING REGISTER NUMBER ORDER! AND APPARENTLY THERE ARE ONLY 19 POSSIBLE TIMINGS SO THE PEOPLE AT THE BACK HAVE NO TIMINGS AT ALL. AND WHAT IF IT CLASHED WITH CCAS AND OTHER STUFF? HAVE THEY ACTUALLY THOUGHT ABOUT IT? !!! MINE IS ON TERM 3 WED, WHICH I AM NOT HAPPY WITH AT ALL! EVERYONE KNOWS TERM 3 IS THE BUSIEST TERM ACADEMICALLY-WISED, PLUS THERE IS RS ON WEDNESDAYS. UNLESS THEY EXPECT ME TO BE IN 2 PLACES AT ONCE. I HAVE HALF A MIND TO WRITE AN EMAIL AND COMPLAIN TO THE DEPARTMENT, BUT THERE ARE PEOPLE WITH SITUATIONS WORSE THAN MINE. LIKE PLATOON MATE (i forgot who) WHO GOT THURSDAY WHICH IS A FREAKING CCA DAY! SO WHAT WAS THE PURPOSE OF FILLING UP MY CHOICES AND MISSING HALF MY RECESS WHEN THEY ARE NOT ACTUALLY CONSIDERED? HUH? IT HAD BETTER BE CHANGED. FOR THE BETTER.

Enough about that. I need to start a diet and actually keep to it. I am not overweight or anything, but today at ballet I realised that almost everyone was so skinny. Like flat stomachs and skinny legs. Me, even my dad says I grew fatter. And my no.3 belt is getting tight. It used to be loose. D: So I need to shed some weight. But don't worry, I wont become anorexic. Or suffer from bulimia. Being too skinny like underweight is also not in my favor. Bones sticking out wont look nice. I really pity those who suffer from bulimia or anorexia. I mean, I can perfectly understand that everyone feels fat, but there is absolutely no need to sink yourself into that sort of misery. There is always someone out there who is actually really fatter that you.

Heard a rumor that a certain Sec 3 is going to quit. Haiz, I really think training should be made less strict and more interesting. Otherwise all this is going to go on. And not many sec 1s would be attracted either. During CCAO they were asking for NPCC and NCC(Air). Not our CCA >.< At least no platoonmates is quitting. I think.

Buh Bye (learned this from Yixin :D)

P.S. Mom, I think we need a new scale, because I think the old one is spoiled. My weight ranges a freaking 3 kg. Not good to keep track of. Like suddenly I am heavier and then the next time I weigh I am lighter. Unless it is just my own problem.

P.P.S Sorry for some certain swear or offensive words in today's post.

A bad mixture

I am having mixed feelings about going back to Rulang. I want to see my teachers and my ex-classmates, but I think it will really be quite awkward. Especially since I may most probably be going alone.

I think, what I will do is that I will go back, and if I don’t like being at Rualng, I will just go to my cousin’s house. Havent done so for a long time anyway.

As the wheels go round and round

I realize I can really rant and blog on the bus. When I am not sleeping, and I am not now since it is the holidays!!!! :DDDDDD WHEEEEEEEEE. If I read on the bus, I get dizzy. If I play on my hp, it gets boring. But typing you don’t really have to read the words or anything, just your fingers flying across the keyboard. If only I can type at this speed while doing my essays and stuff.

Ohohoh this girl in this pretty blue dress just came up. It looks pretty on her, not my style though.

I realize (again) I like overload posts. Like I wouldn’t post for this long stretch of time, then BAM! :P

Whoopeedoopee

I cant help if we are awesome

Haha, reflective thinking time on the bus. Beside CPL XY. Just started typing down all my thoughts after I ran for this bus and got a seat. 66 is comparatively empty today. Unlike that 190 that has people squeezing onto the steps of the bus.

ANYWAY, back to topic. Actually, there isn’t really a topic here. Hmmm, wtv.

Yeah, Zek, I realize what you mean when you say you like talking to CPL XY. She really is nice. Actually, all temp ncos are nice. You know what, sec threes are nice. Okay fine, RGSNCC(Land) is nice. Yep. In case you didn’t realize, there was a bit of egoing there.

Too bad, I cant help it if we are awesome.

bleh

Why do you have to be so smug and arrogant? Why do you have to care so much about little things that don’t matter.

WTP lah.

Everytime I try to shoot you down, you become all pitiful and stuff, then I will back off. But that is exactly why you start suaning me and making me feel bad to make yourself feel good. You start showing off in that super annoying way, of course I get annoyed at you.

Oh, and for once, I am not bitching about my piano teacher. This person shall remain anonymous, since I really don’t want to break that single thread that is connecting us. I just hope that that single thread will multiply. And soon. We don’t have that much time left together.

Celebrating the wonders of life

50th post. A dedication to them :)

They seemed to have changed so much after having a baby.

And I miss those days when they lived right across me and I would spend my weekends at their house, looking though his comic collections, watching his dvds and teasing him.

He is still as cute and funny, but I guess he now has more responsibilities.

And I really really respect them. They have like 2 condos and 1 flat, and they wanted a landed just that they are not Singaporeans. And they have 2 cars, a Mers and a super cool yellow and black sports car.

And everytime I would get huge presents. And for CNY, woah!

I don’t know, but it feels like before their baby, they were sort of focusing on me, and I think I sort of miss that.

But still, yesterday was fun :)

Oh this makes the 7th post in a day. In less than an hour. What a magical number.

There are times when I write out a super long post and end up deleting everything because I hated myself in that post.

I think I need to stop it.

Why am I posting these super short posts?

My ear skin is peeling off. How awesome.

Oh i forgot a title. But i dont want to remember it now. Oh, man. Whatever lah.

Do you think I blabber? I think I blabber.

Dont really wanna talk about dinner. Meh. Just that I think that last year's one was better. And we are organising it next year. How joyful. Oh and we broke record for platoon 3rd factor. 6 out of 10 I think. Sweet.

Now now sec fours. I know some platoonmates will always love part a ncos more, but I honestly appreciate what sec fours have done for us and they are just so nice and sweet. All the mushy stuff shall be left to another time (ie after chalet when we really will not be seeing them anymore :()

It was a lousy weekend. Except for Ugly Betty. And ballet. Im telling you, ugly betty rules man. And ballet...wasnt really ballet. Yesterday was normal ballet stuff, stretching, barre, center, blah. But today we did this mordenish dance thing. Like we totally didnt have to point our toes or turn out and all those crap. It was different, and I cant say I really like it yet.

This week is basically english pt on monday, history pt on wed and tingxie on fri. Otherwise, looking forward to a happy and relaxing next weekend. Which will officially start on friday 1 pm since there is no piano lesson and end on tuesday morning 10am since i will need to study for math test the following day.

ciao

As the world goes spinning around you...

today was a GAH day. Cause I was sick. Last night 38 degree. Bleh. I was okay in the morning, then after meeting with that mean woman, my fever started coming back. during PE I just sat by the side, feeling super cold and just wanting the lesson to end even though it was badminton that would usually have been fun. :(

Lessons lessons cmps lessons cmps rush rush get bitched searchingforjoyceerandvivianfeng blah blah blah

TKD! :D I like the stretching part, but I don't like the punching and fighting and defending part. But it may come in useful, so. We finally stretched for splits today. Felt so inflexible after not stretching for five days since I have been so busy. My left split had actually improved last week, but today it went back to being painful. Sad.

PSL interview was scary. I dont think I will get in anyways, so WTV. Me and Zek applying for house comm together :)

The interview ended at 4.25. And we were supposed to report at like 4.30 or something. Then when I went back to class, there was no one there. I actually debated about changing, maybe can just pon the whole thing. I was glad I didnt though, Encik looked so happy that there was full company strength, except for 1sg elizabeth though.

It was all going smoothly, until sec 4's speech. They were so so so so so so so funny. Maybe even funnier than ex-sec fours. Aish, it was so hard to not laugh. Then, OMG, after NCOs talked to me individually, THE WORLD STARTED SPINNING. I could sort of hear what NCOs were saying to other platoonmates, but i was totally not registering it. MY said I was sort of swaying in a circle. Hmmm. NCOs were super nice okay. It was my first time experiencing real dizziness. So not cool.

Last company games with sec fours. Fine, not really last. H2o, songs, hentak, photos. Mmhmm.

I really want to sleep now. So I shall.

Good night, sleep tight and don't let the bedbugs bite.

Bits and pieces, here and there

Malay oral was crap. As usual.

Chinese oral better be okay. Except I have not 1, but 3 freaking huge ulcers on my lower lip.

Part as should be more situationally aware.

ORD presents are coming along, but we are running out of ideas.

I am currently watching my diet.

Actually managed to refrain from fast food and chips for the whole of last week. Quite an achievement.

Had crab nugget yesterday and chicken wing today however. Oh well.

I found a cool person on youtube. Maybabytumbler. She helped me with my scorpion. Thanks. :)

I memorised most of my chinese script on the bus home. Feeling accomplished about that.

I found another cool youtube channel. It has ALL the episodes of Ugly Betty from ALL the seasons.

I remember being addicted to Ugly Betty a few years back. The addiction seems to be coming back.

I want to post a proper post. Soon, guys,soon.

In the meantime, well, ramblings and ranting.

Like this.

Toodles.

buzzing around like a bee

Pffft. This week is such a busy week.

Busy, busy, bumblebee.

Lets list everything out:

Monday: TKD, ORD prac

Tuesday: Malay oral

Wednesday : Chinese PT, piano

Thursday: TKD, ORD

Friday: DSA, ORD

Saturday: RSP, ballet

Sunday: Ballet

Plus, Eng PT due Monday, History PT due Wed. Then got Advanced Math Test in week 10, and Aesthetics and philo PT due next term. Bleh.

I am looking forward to week 10. Only got 1 day of school. SO COOL RITE! :)

Silent amusement

Dear "cool" people,

They didn't name a candy after you... did they?

Sincerely, Nerds

Dear poets,

Roses are red, violets are violet, get it right, or just keep quiet.

Sincerely, florists

Dear Bella,

Does the fact that all of the Cullens know when you're on your period bother you?

Sincerely, that's creepy

Dear sneeze,

If you're gonna happen, happen. Don't put a stupid look on my face and leave it at that.

Sincerely, I look like a idiot

Dear mom,

It gets to a certain point when sending me to bed early is no longer a punishment.

Sincerely, I would be happy to sleep more

Dear Spongebob,

You live in Bikini Bottom and you're super absorbant?

Sincerely, you're a tampon.

Dear Facebook,

Please never make an application that notifies you who's looking at your profile.

Sincerely, I would have a lot of explaining to do.

Dear mom,

There's a HUGE difference between 6:55 and 7:00 am.

Sincerely, ...5 more minutes!

Dear controlling teacher,

I'm pretty sure going to the bathroom is a right, not a privilege.

Sincerely, sorry for being human...

Dear teens,

Wikipedia, Twitter, And Facebook consume our lives...

Sincerely, we live in the WTF generation.

Dear americans,

BLOODY HELL!

Sincerely, you just read that in an accent didn't you?

Dear period,

At least girls don't hate me...

Sincerely, comma

Dear Harry Potter fans,

Please stop with the HP jokes. It's over, move on...

Sincerely, Sirius, this is riddikulus

Dear 30 open Internet tabs,

Which one of you is playing the music?

Sincerely, frustrated.

Dear Forever 21,

IS IT A SHIRT OR DRESS?!

Sincerely, confused

Dear Dictionary.com,

Thank you for telling me that a hypochondriac is a person who suffers from hypochondria.

Sincerely, never would have guessed

Dear hair salon stylists,

Why does it never feel this good when I wash my hair myself?!

Sincerely, come home with me?

Dear Grandma,

No, an iPad isn't a women's hygiene product.

Sincerely, will never look at an iPad the same again.

Dear male health teacher,

This is an all girl's high school, please stop telling us how periods work.

Sincerely, you're outnumbered.