Sunday, July 29, 2012

Still very young kay

In less than two hours, someone will be turning 33. And hundreds of millions of people are going to wish him happy birthday.

I am going to be special. I will wish him that now.


This was never meant to turn out this way

I just looked at the time. Like literally, just. Here is my reaction. WHAT THE SHIT. 

I almost hope that it is my puffy and sore eye not being able to see properly. But, nope, my other eye confirms that its 2200.

My right eye hurts. A LOT. It feels bruised. My mom says its swollen. My dad says I watch too much videos. My grandma says I should ice it. I think I should just go to sleep.

Saturday, July 28, 2012

Yes, that is photobooth

After this horrible terrible week, I woke up today feeling super summery.

Took a bath and felt super refreshed.

Threw on some summery clothes and felt like it was the holidays again.

And look what happened to my nails.

I know I have more useful things to do kay. Thats why there are no designs or patterns. 

Friday, July 27, 2012

“The world is like a mirror; frown at it, and it frowns at you. Smile and it smiles, too”

Piano exam can go screw itself.

Aren't grandpas supposed to be nice?

Why this one act so mean? :(

Must be cuter mah, then more people will like you :)

But its okay, Show stills loves you.

Because he is so sweet.

Aww, he even has a heart for you <3

So handsome right.

So cute right.

Hah, I bet you are jealous.



He wrote 'bra' on the board, paused, said 'this looks wrong', added 'in', then turned around and smiled sheepishly at us. The whole class went from zen mode into alive mode in that split second.

It was freaking hilarious.

Plus the way he moves his arms, especially when he tried to imitate swimming in a straight line.

So funny.

Sunday, July 22, 2012

Hallelujah I may actually be able to sleep before midnight!

Isn't it so great when something you expected to spend at least an hour on gets completed in less than 20 minutes.

Aiyo why so many feelings

Lethargy - Every time after sunday ballet lesson, listening to music during the walk home, the footsteps become heavier, the back becomes slouchier, the shoulders become droopier. A long week just passed, yet another long week is just mere hours ahead.

Anxiousness - So many things unclear of, so many doubts to clarify, so little time for everything.

Pain - Calf muscles are freaking sore. My toes feel like they are permanently being pinched. There is something that looks like an extra bone but my dad claims is just a blister on both of my fourth toes.

Thirst - Due to plain laziness preventing me from getting up from this super comfortable position.

Loss - Mum away on holiday for the next 2 days means no one to wake me up in the morning. I am completely capable of sleeping through alarms and my dad is super unreliable in this area so...hoping that I can wake up tomorrow despite the foresight of super little sleep.

Nostalgia - We are freaking temping tomorrow. This day and everything else after this day has always seemed so unreachable, but it is TOMORROW. On a side note, I just realised how interesting company's birthdays are.

Sweetness - Yup I just went to get myself a cup of iced green tea.

Uncertainty - So many things going on this week, I have no idea how things will turn out.

Dilemma - You know how I used to just search for xiaozhu videos, but this whole weekend I only searched for xiaogui videos. And you know how my phone used to contain only xiaozhu's music, but I now have every single xiaogui's music. Xiaozhu or xiaogui?

Joy -  Its okay, I can have both! Or maybe the two of them get together and become one. Aw, that will be so sweet.

Un-achievement - Just tidied my room 2 weeks ago, why is it so messy again?

Amazement - How have I been able to neglect xiaogui's cuteness all this while?

Wednesday, July 18, 2012


I thought I saw 23:00 when it was 22:00. So now I suddenly have one extra hour. And here I am wasting it away. How efficient.

I think pranks are mean. Especially those shows like just for laughs and the jap game shows. Yes, it is a bit funny, but so mean :( People just wanted to use the toilet, then end up kena raised out of the cubicle or kena go for sled ride. 

People should tell me meanings of things. Then I wouldnt have to go around finding out. I have already learnt not to google stuff people tell me to go and find out on my own. Smart right. And people telling me I don't need to know the meaning of what they just said doesn't work either. I will find out somehow. 

Omg this is hilarious :D

Tuesday, July 17, 2012

I need cheering up

The grass looks greener on the other side

Argh should have gone to sleep at 8. Then I wouldnt be aware of all these work that started piling in after 9. And now I am super tired after chionging out a piece of very unsatisfactory work that I turned in anyway because I just can't be bothered anymore.

I can feel my brain juice being squeezed out.

Having 5 active google accounts does not help either. Everyone is sending different stuff to different accounts. No sort of organization whatsoever, not unlike the 2 drawer compartments of my wardrobe.

Today after I got home I didn't even slack. That is a super great achievement can. But I need my slack time.

I think I am going to have a surviving-half-the-week-reward for myself tomorrow.

Hopefully the worst of this week is over.

Sunday, July 15, 2012


How did I allow this book to sit in the corner of my bookshelf for the past 9 months, doing nothing but gathering dust.

How did I even manage to find it at a second-hand book sale 9 months ago.

How did I go through the past few months without finishing an actual (story)book.

How could I have not borrowed any library books for such a long time.

How could I have let myself forget how blissful it is to be able to delve into another world and spend an entire day in it.

How could I have let amazing stories that gave me goosebumps fade from memory.

This morning I woke up with a super desperate craving. I was craving for a good book, desperate to find back that feeling of being lost in a good book. I was originally going to reread shopaholic, but I figured it would take a long time to finish the whole series, so I just picked up a random book slotted right beside that series. So glad that I did. The feelings are coming back bit by bit, but I hardly have enough time to make them stay. And they make me guilty. Because its like if I have the time to read storybooks, then I should spend that time reading textbooks or chinese compositions or music scores or other boring mundane stuff.

How? :(

Oh, apparently this is my 200th post?

Today, I realised that I am a happy person. And I need to be more appreciative of all the things that make me happy. Because they could easily not have appeared in my life at all.

There is no point in being envious of other people who appear to be better. You have no idea what goes on on the other sides of their life.

There is no point in copying other people and thus living in their shadows. You need to stand out and create your own spotlight that features you.

There is also no point in trying to act. Sooner or later, you are going to 露出真相, might as well be confident of who you are.

I seriously need to stop taking everything for granted.

Sunday, July 8, 2012

My thumb is swollen :(

Not gonna go to sleep until my grandma and cousin gets here. And apparently their flight has been delayed. So by the time they reach Singapore, travel across Singapore to get here, open suitcases that are full of surprises, talk a bit, and finally settle in, it would be time to get ready for school already.

Why can't I be on holiday like my cousin? Then I wouldn't have to go to school tomorrow, or for the rest of the one month that they are here. Then I wouldn't have to face exams and all other sorts of assessments and just chill and relax and home. Then I wouldn't have to wear the same boring attire everyday and be able to dress up according to my mood each day.

Oh dear, I miss my holidays sooooooo much. And other people from other countries just have to keep rubbing it in. Cause they are on freaking summer breaks that last up till 3 months!

Fine I shall go back to revising my Maths :(

Saturday, July 7, 2012


Stood on the weighing scale. Looked down. Stopped breathing. Looked up. Realised laptop was in my arms. Put down laptop. Looked down again. Let out breath that I had been holding.

Thursday, July 5, 2012

“Running is a big question mark that’s there each and every day. It asks you, ‘Are you going to be a wimp or are you going to be strong today?’”

I just went running. In a hoodie. Haha got a few weird looks from other people. But super shiok can. Haven't ran since napfa before the holidays.

The running during PT last Monday was slower than my normal walking speed, so I guess that is not counted.

Okay, so today's run wasn't that fast either, but it was such a different feeling running in a hoodie. I think the reason why I was wearing a hoodie was because it was super cold in the evening, and I was too lazy to take it off before starting the run, so I just kept it on.

Oh and my hair was in a side braid. Cause that was the hairstyle in the evening and if you turn it into a normal ponytail for the run the hair would be all curly and crazed up.

Haha one day I am going to go running in a bikini. Under appropriate circumstances, obviously.

Tuesday, July 3, 2012

Hai Gillian.

Haha today suddenly so sweet ah.

But seriously, so sweet :)

Totally made my day.

Muacks <3

Hai Audrey.

No, I didn't forget 3 July is your birthday.
I just forgot the date today.

But I have now remembered!

Happy Birthday Darling :D

You look taller.

Monday, July 2, 2012

It's almost like I am depressed

Okay, which normal person wouldn't realise that tiled floor causes abrasion when you slide on it.

Even if you really didn't know it, which normal person would continue sliding on it after the first time without at least wearing socks or putting on some type of protection.

And which normal person would continue doing pointe even though you realised that you had forgotten to wear toe pads and your big toes are in serious agony because pointe shoes are so damn hard.

Sunday, July 1, 2012

She's only a decade old

Omg my cousin is so cute.

A few weeks ago she was looking through my accessories and she saw quite a number of owl stuff. Then a few days ago she went to australia for competition and she bought me a super adorable owl necklace there.

During the holidays she spent a super lot of time at my house. And I influenced her to watch Hot Shot and 娱乐百分百. Haha she rooted for my darling's team :D

I have posters and pictures on my wall, and she recognised my darlings :) Well, to be fair, she recognised one direction too. Apparently a lot of people in her class are crazy over them? No, don't judge me. Their poster was on the back of my door and its only there because i think louis is rather cute.

Hoho when she starts to appreciate guys I'm gonna make her fall in love with my darlings. :p

I had one whole crab to myself

Black pepper crab is better than chilli crab, even though the latter is not bad too. 

My tummy can fit one whole crab plus one plate of rice plus one cup of iced lemon tea.

Seriously, i ate one whole crab. Like 1 WHOLE CRAB. black pepper crab. 

It has been so long since I had eaten black pepper crab. oohhhh so nice. 

Zek, I understand what you mean when you said you wanted to vomit out what you had eaten just so that you could have that meal again. 

What a nice youth day :)